Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Ahmedabad
The worst part is that it comes so late. The best is that it is here.
The rickshaw wallas in Ahmedabad were the most honest I have ever come across till now. 2:30 in the morning if someone goes by meter without charging anything extra, that’s it.
Watching the kids do most of the talking was such a beautiful experience. It is so amazing that sometimes these kids instill confidence in the grown ups, with all those simple and innocuous deeds. And so comes the thought which has been in my mind since then. Read it at IndiCorps office. “If you are here to help me then you are wasting your time, but if you come because your liberation is bound up with mine, then let’s work together”.
Special thanks to Dev Bhaiya for providing us with the shelter. Finally one more thought which I read in the IndiCorps office. “A small body of determined spirits fired by an unquenchable faith in their mission can alter the course of history”.
There is lot more to come.
Saturday, October 29, 2011
Off
The contrast cannot be clearer than this. Sitting alone here I realize that I have been moving on. Moving on, leaving behind the hurt received and caused, moving on away from that sense of belonging and fighting again to carve out an identity, just to move on once again. Detachment seems to have taken a new definition. Moving on with the dust of those crumbled dreams and wishing to reconstruct them, watch them. Moving on, on a timescale, with just memories of those moments spent with her during which time just stopped. In this whirlwind something has changed, something has gone unnoticed. I really want to stop for some time.
Friday, August 26, 2011
Eerie
Standing in that corridor I notice for first time in 2 months, how intricate is the grill. A big grill before a small mesh of wires before one more small mesh. It seems that it has not been made to keep the men inside but to keep their spirits as well; at least it has been tried well. I am still numb to all that is going around which is nothing but chaos and unintended one. Intended chaos is such a welcome and unintended chaos is a curse. What if you cannot even tell anyone the feeling of getting cursed? What if the allegation comes before the acceptance that you have helped genuinely? What if you never get to talk to her after the day you had the best talk of your life with her? What if there is no one around to even give a glancing look at your misery? Pace is so dangerous sometimes.
Oil gives me an eerie feeling. What if you someday just drown in it? Gone without a trace, cry as loud as you can but no one would listen, not even your own ears. All you would hear is the globules of oil forming and bursting and penetrating.
Isn’t that numbness? All you hear is globules forming, bursting and penetrating. It prevails.
Oil gives me an eerie feeling. What if you someday just drown in it? Gone without a trace, cry as loud as you can but no one would listen, not even your own ears. All you would hear is the globules of oil forming and bursting and penetrating.
Isn’t that numbness? All you hear is globules forming, bursting and penetrating. It prevails.
Sunday, July 10, 2011
Run, Rain and Reminiscence
My eyes fell on that sprawling greenspread besides the road. The drizzle was still on and I was drenched, equally in sweat and rain. Oh memories, what you do sometimes. All that has been left behind, all that would never be discussed again, all those unsaid words, all those words said in vain and all those moments I am thankful of, but can still feel the pain. I am drenched, yes in rain and in sweat and I am soaked with all those leftover unexpressed emotions which are just there. Comedy it is sometimes when you think it, tragedy when you feel it. I can feel it now. All the love and hatred and some emotions which are still unknown, I can feel now. Mixed with sweat and the drops of rain, tears roll down. For all that innocence which got lost in the quagmire of being something and pretending to be something. For all those lost moments which have been beautiful at times or which I want to revisit and change again. Undo, sometimes is impossible to do.
It cleanses you. It does in any form. Water.
It cleanses you. It does in any form. Water.
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
Choices
It is never easy. Never has been, never will be. It is always like that, the fight against yourself, your peers, against the doubts of many around you. But sometimes you tend to believe your instincts, instinct which is one thing that is yours when everything in this world abandons you. I somehow firmly believe in these instincts. You have got to respect those instincts inside you and sometime in life you got to do something for them. You owe them; they are the living example of the life inside you.
I will depict a simple story, simple yet powerful.
I know of a boy who prepared for IIT-JEE as every other youngster of his age does. He prepared in very adverse conditions and then when the 12th class result came, he got 56% (you need 60 to fill the form). Hopelessness was all around. Sharks smelled the blood and came to rip him with suggestions of joining some local engineering college. His brother and I just could not take it. I sat with this boy and asked him what did he thought about it. He simply told that he wanted to take a drop and take a shot at it.Instinct. I told his brother to let him take the chance. This brave heart took a drop, didn’t join any coaching that year (just a test series), took 12th exam as a private candidate in the drop year, secured 72% there and got through JEE that year. He is in IIT- Roorkee now.
This is one story which I know of. There may be many others like this which all of you know of. I told this story, may be to remind all of you of those stories. I told this story to just put a point on choices. Choices those are sometimes impulsive, instinctual. Sometimes they are right, many a times they are wrong. But more than being right or wrong it is the satisfaction to choose which tastes as sweet as nectar, even in failure. Someday in life we all are faced with a choice. It is that instant which decides everything that follows.
Instead of judging what is right and what is wrong I will stop right here with this.
Morpheus: This is your last chance. After this, there is no turning back. You take the blue pill - the story ends, you wake up in your bed and believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill - you stay in Wonderland and I show you how deep the rabbit-hole goes.
What followed, we all know.
I will depict a simple story, simple yet powerful.
I know of a boy who prepared for IIT-JEE as every other youngster of his age does. He prepared in very adverse conditions and then when the 12th class result came, he got 56% (you need 60 to fill the form). Hopelessness was all around. Sharks smelled the blood and came to rip him with suggestions of joining some local engineering college. His brother and I just could not take it. I sat with this boy and asked him what did he thought about it. He simply told that he wanted to take a drop and take a shot at it.Instinct. I told his brother to let him take the chance. This brave heart took a drop, didn’t join any coaching that year (just a test series), took 12th exam as a private candidate in the drop year, secured 72% there and got through JEE that year. He is in IIT- Roorkee now.
This is one story which I know of. There may be many others like this which all of you know of. I told this story, may be to remind all of you of those stories. I told this story to just put a point on choices. Choices those are sometimes impulsive, instinctual. Sometimes they are right, many a times they are wrong. But more than being right or wrong it is the satisfaction to choose which tastes as sweet as nectar, even in failure. Someday in life we all are faced with a choice. It is that instant which decides everything that follows.
Instead of judging what is right and what is wrong I will stop right here with this.
Morpheus: This is your last chance. After this, there is no turning back. You take the blue pill - the story ends, you wake up in your bed and believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill - you stay in Wonderland and I show you how deep the rabbit-hole goes.
What followed, we all know.
Monday, June 6, 2011
The one month - First of many
Past one month has been busiest in my life till date. I cannot remember another month filled with so much buzz, so less sleep yet so full of energy. Even I did not anticipate a month which would so full of emotions, objectives, and deliverable and yet would leave a permanent mark on me. And so I have full empathy, yeah I have learned to be a bit empathetic, towards all my friends and relatives who must have felt irritated at me. One question which must have crossed their mind at least once is “What is he doing? He went to teach.” Some also put this to me directly which I really appreciate because this article is for all those. Thanks guys for the question. Even I didn’t ever know that teaching is so comprehensive of an art to learn. It is less of mathematics or science and it is more of an art. If you want to know what I was doing for whole of last one month, please read on. If you don’t want to know, please close right here but I just request that please do not pose the above question next time. Just come and read this.
I start with classroom management. I have come to believe that learning starts from there. All of us have seen an ill-managed classroom. I will give a recap. Teachers asks a questions, kids throw answers at will, randomly so that in 2-3 seconds everyone knows the answer and teacher believes that everyone really does. The kids sitting on the last 3 benches do not even care and so do(not) most of the teachers. Involvement of kids in the class is 30-40% and most of the things are done due to fear or due to hope of getting a reward. A fight may start randomly anytime wasting the learning time of whole class.
And so we were taught to set rules on the very first day. Rules, simple and few, which would guide all the activities happening in class and no matter who you are they are applicable equally to everyone. Then came the procedures. Procedures which could be as simple as handing over the completed assessment to bhaiya and as complex as dividing the class in 4 groups without chaos. The question which would come is why so much emphasis on them. The answer is very simple. Suppose a chaotic line takes 3 min to form and procedure wise it takes just 1.5 then assuming that a line is made 4 times in a day, I save 6 min per day and 42 min per week and almost 35 hrs in one academic year. That I think is called sense of urgency. Every single second is important when you need to raise the level of child by 2 grade levels in a single academic year. A class is just like a team and the teacher is a manager and I think an ill-managed team should never dream to achieve stiff targets. A well managed class is a right of every child and he deserves it.
Then comes the investment plan for the kids, the parents and the people in the school. Out of 100 children entering the 1st grade only 14 reach the 10th grade and only 5 pass it. The reasons emanate from classroom, community, school and everywhere. As a grown-up we always have this tendency of looking for incentives and so does a child. So when I talk of investing the kids in learning, it means that giving them an incentive to stay on the path of learning. It is just like employee retention. So when I say that I am the face of the movement called Teach For India then I should give my utmost effort to keep my kids on the course of learning. The investment strategies involve building a theme for the class and setting a big goal for the year which would be related to the theme. A child should be able to relate to the big goal and should be constantly motivated to achieve it.
Investing the parents involve visiting kids home and staying in touch with parents and constantly telling them about the aspirations you have for the kids and telling them what you expect from them. It also involves looking for the reasons of child’s erratic behavior in the class and if possible addressing it by talking to parents. Investing the people in the school means coordinating with them by putting kid’s welfare foremost and building up a harmony with the system.
Then I would go on to backward planning. Annual Business Plan is imperative in every organization and same applies to the academic year planning. You first set the vision for your class and then set the big goal and then drill it down to the unit goals and then further down to weekly goals and finally to a single day and single lesson. This ensures that all your efforts are well aligned to your big goal. This ensures that you always know that even a single day without learning may poison your pursuit. And so it ensures that there is always a sense of urgency in you.
Now comes the lesson planning. Each lesson has to be planned in effective and aligned way. I am trying my best to stay away from jargons. The core of the lesson is 3 parts which I would describe here. First is “I do “where I will introduce the new topic and will solve a question in front of the class. The solution is based on the step which needs to be mentioned earlier in the lesson plan. Then I will give a sheet with questions and ask the class to divide into small groups and solve the question. Meanwhile I will go and check the weaker kids. That is called a “We do”. After this I will give the assessment based on the lesson. The questions in the assessment are such that I will come to know where the learning of the child breaks and so I can plan accordingly later on. The fact that every child is important makes it vital for me to know that.
This is just a glimpse of training I underwent in one month. There is lot to be told about the month. I will keep posting more.
I start with classroom management. I have come to believe that learning starts from there. All of us have seen an ill-managed classroom. I will give a recap. Teachers asks a questions, kids throw answers at will, randomly so that in 2-3 seconds everyone knows the answer and teacher believes that everyone really does. The kids sitting on the last 3 benches do not even care and so do(not) most of the teachers. Involvement of kids in the class is 30-40% and most of the things are done due to fear or due to hope of getting a reward. A fight may start randomly anytime wasting the learning time of whole class.
And so we were taught to set rules on the very first day. Rules, simple and few, which would guide all the activities happening in class and no matter who you are they are applicable equally to everyone. Then came the procedures. Procedures which could be as simple as handing over the completed assessment to bhaiya and as complex as dividing the class in 4 groups without chaos. The question which would come is why so much emphasis on them. The answer is very simple. Suppose a chaotic line takes 3 min to form and procedure wise it takes just 1.5 then assuming that a line is made 4 times in a day, I save 6 min per day and 42 min per week and almost 35 hrs in one academic year. That I think is called sense of urgency. Every single second is important when you need to raise the level of child by 2 grade levels in a single academic year. A class is just like a team and the teacher is a manager and I think an ill-managed team should never dream to achieve stiff targets. A well managed class is a right of every child and he deserves it.
Then comes the investment plan for the kids, the parents and the people in the school. Out of 100 children entering the 1st grade only 14 reach the 10th grade and only 5 pass it. The reasons emanate from classroom, community, school and everywhere. As a grown-up we always have this tendency of looking for incentives and so does a child. So when I talk of investing the kids in learning, it means that giving them an incentive to stay on the path of learning. It is just like employee retention. So when I say that I am the face of the movement called Teach For India then I should give my utmost effort to keep my kids on the course of learning. The investment strategies involve building a theme for the class and setting a big goal for the year which would be related to the theme. A child should be able to relate to the big goal and should be constantly motivated to achieve it.
Investing the parents involve visiting kids home and staying in touch with parents and constantly telling them about the aspirations you have for the kids and telling them what you expect from them. It also involves looking for the reasons of child’s erratic behavior in the class and if possible addressing it by talking to parents. Investing the people in the school means coordinating with them by putting kid’s welfare foremost and building up a harmony with the system.
Then I would go on to backward planning. Annual Business Plan is imperative in every organization and same applies to the academic year planning. You first set the vision for your class and then set the big goal and then drill it down to the unit goals and then further down to weekly goals and finally to a single day and single lesson. This ensures that all your efforts are well aligned to your big goal. This ensures that you always know that even a single day without learning may poison your pursuit. And so it ensures that there is always a sense of urgency in you.
Now comes the lesson planning. Each lesson has to be planned in effective and aligned way. I am trying my best to stay away from jargons. The core of the lesson is 3 parts which I would describe here. First is “I do “where I will introduce the new topic and will solve a question in front of the class. The solution is based on the step which needs to be mentioned earlier in the lesson plan. Then I will give a sheet with questions and ask the class to divide into small groups and solve the question. Meanwhile I will go and check the weaker kids. That is called a “We do”. After this I will give the assessment based on the lesson. The questions in the assessment are such that I will come to know where the learning of the child breaks and so I can plan accordingly later on. The fact that every child is important makes it vital for me to know that.
This is just a glimpse of training I underwent in one month. There is lot to be told about the month. I will keep posting more.
Saturday, April 23, 2011
As a neutral, strictly
I resumed watching cricket, and following it, in 2008. It was the year of inaugural season of famed IPL. One match, between Kings XI v/s Mumbai Indians, I vividly remember. Mumbai Indians lost that encounter after a tight contest and that day I became a Mumbai Indians fan. Three and a half seasons of fanship and the fact that Mumbai Indians has gone from strength to strength just delights the fan inside me. This season they have also made for one more weakness of last season. Last season I thought there was thin layer between opening batsmen and Pollard. This year, as MI showed in the latest match against champions CSK, the middle order is studded with quality batsman like Rohit Sharma and Symonds before Pollard comes in. The postponed Sri Lankan series has also helped the case in a positive way with Malinga staying till the end. So obviously everyone would expect me to think that this year is MI’s year but believe me I am really not hopeful. I cannot be. Or for that matter no fan can be sure about his team becoming champion. The case I build here may have MI in it but the disappointment is of every fan of every club in general.
T20 version draws a major inspiration from football leagues but falters in one thing. The one thing I feel is to reward consistency. A league is more about consistency, rather relative consistency. A club who is relatively more consistent compared to other clubs should be winner of the league which is what happens in football leagues around the world. In a cup format, or a knock out format things are little different in a way that the team can always be pumped up to perform on that single day. It is hard to consistently perform with the same tempo if you are not a quality side. Ask South Africa to play in a league format and I guess 7 out of 10 times they would win it. Ask them to win a knock out cup and evidently so for 20 years a team of the day, recently NewZealand, can knock them out of the most coveted cup. And so the point is that keep the league for rewarding consistency. Keeping the format of Champions league cricket same, it can be ensured that only teams who were consistent get distilled to play for the prize that rewards the brilliance of the day. In the end we would have a winner who is consistent as well as has the temperament and nerves for the important day.
It would be unjustified to criticize the format and not coming out with any suggestion. We can retain the current format, with slight changes and still have a worthy winner. I am not at all saying that winners of previous are not worthy, because they performed best according to the system. Have a semi final where there are two matches at home and away venue. Winner of the semi final can be decided on the basis of net run rate. Have 3 or 5 final (like there are 7 NBA finals) so that the team has some time to react. The changes I suggest is just a point of view of a neutral as well as an ardent fan. After all IPL is just a synonym of fans and junta.
T20 version draws a major inspiration from football leagues but falters in one thing. The one thing I feel is to reward consistency. A league is more about consistency, rather relative consistency. A club who is relatively more consistent compared to other clubs should be winner of the league which is what happens in football leagues around the world. In a cup format, or a knock out format things are little different in a way that the team can always be pumped up to perform on that single day. It is hard to consistently perform with the same tempo if you are not a quality side. Ask South Africa to play in a league format and I guess 7 out of 10 times they would win it. Ask them to win a knock out cup and evidently so for 20 years a team of the day, recently NewZealand, can knock them out of the most coveted cup. And so the point is that keep the league for rewarding consistency. Keeping the format of Champions league cricket same, it can be ensured that only teams who were consistent get distilled to play for the prize that rewards the brilliance of the day. In the end we would have a winner who is consistent as well as has the temperament and nerves for the important day.
It would be unjustified to criticize the format and not coming out with any suggestion. We can retain the current format, with slight changes and still have a worthy winner. I am not at all saying that winners of previous are not worthy, because they performed best according to the system. Have a semi final where there are two matches at home and away venue. Winner of the semi final can be decided on the basis of net run rate. Have 3 or 5 final (like there are 7 NBA finals) so that the team has some time to react. The changes I suggest is just a point of view of a neutral as well as an ardent fan. After all IPL is just a synonym of fans and junta.
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